mary(me)

Hello, my full name is Mary My Duyen Ngo. I've recently lost myself with a broken heart, and I finally found myself through a difficult journey. I am a dreamer full of passion that no one can ever describe. I strive for the things I want whole heartedly, and I never back down on my goals. Every post shows a genuine glimpse of my mind. Don't be afraid to get to know me as well. :)

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June Goals

Run 50 miles in total
Finish 30 Day Shred
Get back splits
Master colorguard basics perfectly.

My favorite music video of all time.

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“

I want out of the labels. I don’t want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that’s not on the map. A real adventure.

A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.

”

— Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters (via saidreadheard)

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“Yet she likes complications. She wishes she could turn and say: I like people who unbalance me.”

— Let the Great World Spin, Colum McCann (via i-hate-fate)

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Control

emfs:

I’m afraid I’ve come to this transitional block where I’m losing motivation. Don’t get me wrong, I’m extremely content with my life and where it has potential to go, but I just feel like everything’s been stuck on this repetitive wave. I feel like I’m losing faith in myself and not really knowing just how to pull myself out of this plateauing state of mind. I’m really trying to give myself a break to finally take a breather and catch up with myself, but it feels so unnatural. Considering all of the time commitments that I have, I think I’m just a workaholic. I seem to work better under pressure with my mind jogging around numerous different things anyway.

Once again, it’s time to change my filters and view life in a different light.

Exactly how I feel.

“‘Sometimes I feel so- I don’t know - lonely. The kind of helpless feeling when everything you’re used to has been ripped away. Like there’s no more gravity, and I’m left to drift in outer space with no idea where I’m going’
‘Like a little lost Sputnik?’
‘I guess so.’”

— Haruki Murakami (via whatokay)

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I don’t know why

But all of the sudden, I lost inspiration. I lost motivation. The passion within it. I’m scared and I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’m secretly breaking down.